I only write when I feel something

I know it has been forever since I have been on here. I think I was too numb to write anything. But God is faithful, he has been my healer, my comforter, my provider, my miracle worker and I know he will continue to be. I am jobless. I know, I know, who isn't right now. During the "tough economic downturn." God will use this to his glory of this I am sure. For every blessing he pours out I will turn back to praise.

I have added an additional life anthem for this phase of my life. I have an overall life anthem "It's My Life it's now or never..." By Bon Jovi. But I add in others through the phases of my life. Blessed be the Lord was my MRI anthem. God comforted me everytime I thought I couldn't take it anymore, that song would play on KLTY and I would know I could make it through and finish my test. On the days whenI hurt so bad I truly thought dying would be better I sang the below

I'm trading my sorrows i'm trading my shame i'm laying them down for the joy of the Lord
i'm trading my sickness i'm trading my pain i'm laying them down for the joy of the Lord

We say yes Lord, yes Lord, yes, yes Lord yes Lord, yes Lord, yes, yes Lord yes Lord, yes Lord, yes, yes Lord, amen We say yes Lord, yes Lord, yes, yes Lord yes Lord, yes Lord, yes, yes Lordyes Lord, yes Lord, yes, yes Lord, amen

i am pressed but not crushed persecuted, but not abandoned struck down, but not destroyed
i am blessed beyond the curse, for His promise will endureand His joy will be my strength though the sorrow may last for the night His joy comes with the morning.
I'm trading my sorrows i'm trading my shame i'm laying them down for the joy of the Lord
i'm trading my sicknessi'm trading my pain i'm laying them down for the joy of the Lord
We say yes Lord, yes Lord, yes, yes Lord, yes Lord, yes Lord, yes, yes Lord, yes Lord, yes Lord, yes, yes Lord, amenWe say yes Lord, yes Lord, yes, yes Lordyes Lord, yes Lord, yes, yes Lordyes Lord, yes Lord, yes, yes Lord, amen

i am pressed but not crushed, persecuted, but not abandoned, struck down, but not destroyed
i am blessed beyond the curse,for His joy comes with the morning.
I'm trading my sorrows i'm trading my shame i'm laying them down for the joy of the Lord
i'm trading my sickness i'm trading my pain i'm laying them down for the joy of the Lord


My new anthem is below

To everyone who's hurting
To those who've had enough
To all the undeserving
That should cover all of us
Please do not let go I promise there is hope
Hold fast Help is on the way
Hold fast He's come to save the day
What I've learned in my life
One thing greater than my strife Is His grasp So hold fast
Will this season ever pass?
Can we stop this ride?
Will we see the sun at last? Or could this be our lot in life?
Please do not let go I promise you there's hope
You may think you're all alone And there's no way that anyone could know
What you're going through But if you only hear one thing Just understand that we are all the same Searching for the truth
The truth of what we're soon to face Unless someone comes to take our place Is there anyone? All we want is to be free Free from our captivity, Lord Here He comes

Other song I am currently loving are When I finally make it home by Mercy Me/ Brad Paisley's when I get where I'm going is a tad better, same premis. I am also loving NeedToBreathe...everything they do but especially Lay 'em Down. (referring to our burdens). Listen to it:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k1QMmWlOmEQ

I guess that's enough rambling for one day. God bless all who visit.